It's in the destiny. Yes, we may feel bad about it, but it's nothing that we can do, but to live with it, no matter how much painful it is. I have some nice memories of my past, and also bitter ones, which sometimes haunt me in my loneliness, at night. Howsoever I try to act strong, the memories never leave me, and tiny drops of water comes from the eyes. In my age, most people around me are happy, well settled, married, also with children. Why it happened with me.. Just trying to smile, hiding my tears, though it's not that easy. Truly need a companion. Where is she? When will she come, and bring back my lost smile? Searching for the answers.....
05 November, 2014
29 October, 2014
Better future
29th Oct, I am writing this. This date was once more special to me than now. Birthday of a very special one, once. Quite a time has passed now, memories have faded, though not lost; life's back to normal, still, why am I remembering her? A heart that feels alone sometimes, tends to think about the special ones who were once in our lives and with a hope in vain that they might return to us. Wish life were like films, always a happy ending, and miracles happening very easily. Two scorpions, another one's birthday coming soon, bit me hard, still the emotional libran cries sometimes, and misses them. It's still hard to realize that these things have happened to me, and still I do manage to smile, and survive. If one studies my life from beginning till now, it will seem like a Shakespeare's tragedy. Always thinking of a future, better than the present. A future just like my other friends, simple and successful. Believing in the bitter present is hard to swallow, but I don't have any other choice but to live with it. Yes, it's painful, if anytime you have been through heartbreaks. I have been through them 3 times, the new one, a bit severe than the old one.
I hope that now the life becomes smooth, the good future comes at my doorstep, and I live my life like a normal person. God please, don't make my life more complicated.
I hope that now the life becomes smooth, the good future comes at my doorstep, and I live my life like a normal person. God please, don't make my life more complicated.
17 October, 2014
My Thoughts
The worst thing abt the past is tht u can't change it. You have to accept the negatives and positives that have occured and move on. What's the use thinking abt what occured was good or bad? Can we go back & change it? Wish we could.. I have many things in my life that I wish I could change.. With the libran and no 6 attraction in my favor, somehow the attraction doesn't carry through long term..
31 years old, still in search of a true soulmate, who may accept me as I am, with all my flaws and strengths. Many times the rarest things happen to me, and I am back on the same point from which I had started. I guess I am a special n different kind of child of God, n my thinking is different from the traditional thinking. It's hard to bring two persons with exactly the same thoughts together..
This post is just like a diary.. a flow of thoughts that r crossing my mind currently. If u happend to come across this post by accident and r bored, u may close it n move to some interesting blog of ur choice. Just tht I felt like expressing my thoughts somewhere n this space seemed good to me. Every1 has sm good frnds n I hv too, bt all r busy in their happy lives n should nt b bothered so late in night.. Just always thinking of a better future, n try to remain happy regardless of the n no of problems currently in lyf.
Lots of love.
26 September, 2014
A new approach
Hi all..
I am not a popular blogger, and I think a few people only read my blog, and 1 of those few comment. But still, writing after a long time. This year has brought many ups and downs to me, which is not new to me ever. I have gone through many downs in my life, especially in the matters of heart. But, here am I, stronger, and positive minded, with a new approach to things. Sometimes, when I think about my past, I really want to come back to my present, as there are most of things I would like to forget. I wonder if it was the same person, who committed such mistakes, and didn't apply his mind while making them.
Earlier I had a different viewpoint of things, and I thought just from my heart always, but then I guess it was high time to get practical and forget the negatives that hurt u, rather than keep dwelling on them. By my luck or otherwise, I once happened to come along the book of a bestselling author, Robert Kiyosaki. When I started reading the book, at first I didn't get much. But slowly, I actually understood what he was trying to say. Everything written in his books is a challenge to the current trend in the society, like going to school, study hard, get good grades, then go to some engineering/medical/ business college, again study hard, get good grades, then again study hard, be manipulative, face an interview, Say what the interviewers like to say, get a high paying job, work from 10 to 6, get scolded for ur follies, do enough work to avoid getting fired, etc etc.
If you frankly ask someone, what is the use of spending 12+ years in school or college, and what are the uses of things u have been taught in school? The fact is, if you wanna be successful and rich in real life, u don't need to be a top grader in school. I am not saying that going to school and getting education is bad, but there are few things in schools, (mentioned in Kiyosaki's books too) which I don't like. Schools punish children if they do some mistakes. Children are afraid of making mistakes. This philosophy continues in almost their whole life. First teachers punished them, then they think that if they commit mistakes, life will punish them, they will get failed, etc. But the fact is, people always ONLY learn by making mistakes. With the threat of punishment, students often are afraid doing anything, and they don't learn much. Big investments and big businesses involve big risk. If you don't take risk, you will be safe, but u'll not move ahead on the ladder of big success. Most of the people always think of playing it safe. Just limiting themselves to a simple job, earning a little, adjusting on things they can't buy, and when they are on their deathbed, they think " Wish I had done that..." or likewise. U only live once, it's ur choice which kind of life u prefer.
Secondly, schools focus on making students ONLY job efficient. They are made to mug up things, rather than actually understanding them. They read what they are made to read, what is written in the book, rather than what actually the fact is. History is a good example. Congress has been in power for most of time, and so there are chapters on their leaders like Gandhi, Nehru, and just a small mention on the true freedom fighters who gave up their life, like Bhagat Singh, Azaad. How many of us know these martyrs' birth date or death anniversary? If u really wish to be rich, just be in school so as to pass, and don't think deeply, or do research on what u have read in school. Also, many people say " Work hard". I do agree a little, but I would prefer to work for 2-3 hours a day for myself and earning 10,000 than working for 8 hours for some other person, getting scolded on mistakes, do what ur boss wants u to do, and in the end, getting just 5,000. U get rich by ur mind, not only by ur body. If latter were the case, the most rich persons were the laborers. There are a lot of things that I can write, about the current flaw in education and law, but it's already a long post till now, and many of u will not agree to me, simply coz u don't want to go against the things being told by most of other people. Now I tend to question everything rather than just accepting the fact. I explore opportunities, rather than problems. Thank you for ur patience, if u have read this much. Suggestions and questions welcome.
I am not a popular blogger, and I think a few people only read my blog, and 1 of those few comment. But still, writing after a long time. This year has brought many ups and downs to me, which is not new to me ever. I have gone through many downs in my life, especially in the matters of heart. But, here am I, stronger, and positive minded, with a new approach to things. Sometimes, when I think about my past, I really want to come back to my present, as there are most of things I would like to forget. I wonder if it was the same person, who committed such mistakes, and didn't apply his mind while making them.
Earlier I had a different viewpoint of things, and I thought just from my heart always, but then I guess it was high time to get practical and forget the negatives that hurt u, rather than keep dwelling on them. By my luck or otherwise, I once happened to come along the book of a bestselling author, Robert Kiyosaki. When I started reading the book, at first I didn't get much. But slowly, I actually understood what he was trying to say. Everything written in his books is a challenge to the current trend in the society, like going to school, study hard, get good grades, then go to some engineering/medical/ business college, again study hard, get good grades, then again study hard, be manipulative, face an interview, Say what the interviewers like to say, get a high paying job, work from 10 to 6, get scolded for ur follies, do enough work to avoid getting fired, etc etc.
If you frankly ask someone, what is the use of spending 12+ years in school or college, and what are the uses of things u have been taught in school? The fact is, if you wanna be successful and rich in real life, u don't need to be a top grader in school. I am not saying that going to school and getting education is bad, but there are few things in schools, (mentioned in Kiyosaki's books too) which I don't like. Schools punish children if they do some mistakes. Children are afraid of making mistakes. This philosophy continues in almost their whole life. First teachers punished them, then they think that if they commit mistakes, life will punish them, they will get failed, etc. But the fact is, people always ONLY learn by making mistakes. With the threat of punishment, students often are afraid doing anything, and they don't learn much. Big investments and big businesses involve big risk. If you don't take risk, you will be safe, but u'll not move ahead on the ladder of big success. Most of the people always think of playing it safe. Just limiting themselves to a simple job, earning a little, adjusting on things they can't buy, and when they are on their deathbed, they think " Wish I had done that..." or likewise. U only live once, it's ur choice which kind of life u prefer.
Secondly, schools focus on making students ONLY job efficient. They are made to mug up things, rather than actually understanding them. They read what they are made to read, what is written in the book, rather than what actually the fact is. History is a good example. Congress has been in power for most of time, and so there are chapters on their leaders like Gandhi, Nehru, and just a small mention on the true freedom fighters who gave up their life, like Bhagat Singh, Azaad. How many of us know these martyrs' birth date or death anniversary? If u really wish to be rich, just be in school so as to pass, and don't think deeply, or do research on what u have read in school. Also, many people say " Work hard". I do agree a little, but I would prefer to work for 2-3 hours a day for myself and earning 10,000 than working for 8 hours for some other person, getting scolded on mistakes, do what ur boss wants u to do, and in the end, getting just 5,000. U get rich by ur mind, not only by ur body. If latter were the case, the most rich persons were the laborers. There are a lot of things that I can write, about the current flaw in education and law, but it's already a long post till now, and many of u will not agree to me, simply coz u don't want to go against the things being told by most of other people. Now I tend to question everything rather than just accepting the fact. I explore opportunities, rather than problems. Thank you for ur patience, if u have read this much. Suggestions and questions welcome.
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