It's in the destiny. Yes, we may feel bad about it, but it's nothing that we can do, but to live with it, no matter how much painful it is. I have some nice memories of my past, and also bitter ones, which sometimes haunt me in my loneliness, at night. Howsoever I try to act strong, the memories never leave me, and tiny drops of water comes from the eyes. In my age, most people around me are happy, well settled, married, also with children. Why it happened with me.. Just trying to smile, hiding my tears, though it's not that easy. Truly need a companion. Where is she? When will she come, and bring back my lost smile? Searching for the answers.....
